Late 2012
Have always felt that there is more to life than what it is and that my life can be meaningful with a purpose than for what it is now. Have always felt and believe that there ought to be more than the life that I live for and that there is Living Diving that is far greater than I am in this materialistic world, in a world where its becoming more and more chaotic every day. To live in this modern time as a normal person with so much ego in an egoistic materialistic world with every other ego’s maniac person in this world. How am i going to find the One and Only ONE the Absolute and be connected?
Have never felt connected nor felt tangible present of the Supreme
Absolute, even after going to martial art 4 to 5 days a week dedicating myself
in mastering calligraphy Yoga, Qi gong and meditation.
Everything is unfamiliar with me and exploring and experience the self.
With my dedication I have started to feel slight energies, and able to meditate
even though I dislike it I persisted. I have put so much effort with very
little result, and still I do not feel any connection to Absolute. Felt my
martial art teacher was not the best example to lead me beyond egoistic world.
As already doing full time job and training 3 to 5 days a week, and that if i
want to improve suggested by my martial teacher that I should go to University
learn Chinese and Chinese Medicine then he can teach me acupuncture which will
cause thousands of dollars every step. Even if i have the financial support I
would not have enough time.
Have realized even if I was a monk in a temple and able to dedicate my
whole life in marital arts, Yoga, Qi Gong, meditation, learn Chinese and
Chinese Medicine and acupuncture it would not be enough in this life time to
master it and take me beyond it. Also I felt that what I am learning is just
feeding my ego by strengthen the I and empowering it. At the same time i do not
feel there was a Divine connection. It was all about strengthening the body, be
faster, stronger, reflexive action of the body and conditioning the mind with
the body as instinct of a warrior.
Even mastering it and having the instinct of the warrior we were told to
not use it only for defence, also what you have trained you become a weapon and
could hurt someone badly.
Then realising what is the point of it you can’t practically use it in
day to day life nor it gives me spiritual growth. No matter how good or great I
became in Martial Art, Qi-Gong, Acupuncture or how strong or how fast I became
once the body and mind it will perish in time and in my time of demise it will
not help me with my Soul Liberation.
That was it, all that hard work will be for nothing because it does not have
any benefit to my own spiritual growth nor for my Soul Liberation. It is
nothing but trapping and entangling me more to the 3D and 4D Matrix. That is
not what I am looking for.
I have been praying and wishing to feel connected with the Absolute and my
pray was heard by Sree Maa Shri Ji who was exhibiting in the Mind Body Spirit
Festival (MBS) as Kosmic Fusion stand.
Have been very fortunate that i have found Kosmic Fusion when i did at
the Mind Body Spirit Festival in late 2012, it was the last day and last hours
i just finished work. Walking around praying that I be guided to find what I was
looking for, I was able to visit two stand and one of them is Kosmic Fusion. They
were very busy and preoccupied with people experiencing Quantum Vortex Scalar
Wave Photon Pulse.
I was standing outside of the stand watching and reading the posters as I
gazed through one of the volunteer and wondered what are they doing? What is it
about?
The volunteer is (Kalyan Mitra) Ekta, somehow or another she turned
around as if someone had tap her on the shoulder and looked me directly straight
in the eyes. I was so shocked, in my head I asked myself did she just heard me!
There was such a divine meaningful and knowledge look she gave. Ekta turn back
at what she was doing, standing next to Ekta Mrs N and one sitting down next to
Mrs N is (Kalyan Mitra) Simran. I was very fascinated, so I continue to observe,
I saw Ekta whispered to Mrs N and both looked me in the eyes as they turn
around. I was dumbfounded did not know what to do. OMG!, did they know I am
there and what am looking for, did they heard me?, something amazing is
happening but could not comprehend it thus I left and walked away as it never happened
before.
After contemplating at what happen, wanted to know more so I went back
but different volunteers was there, Ekta & Mrs N was gone.
The new volunteer standing outside the stand handed me broacher and tried
to talk to me but was not able to understand anything nor did I have the
opportunity to experience the Supreme Grace of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave
Photon Pulse before going home as the volunteer was busy and Mind Body Spirit
Festival was about to close.
I did not understand the broacher nor could I comprehend it, when I reread
it at home and still could not comprehend the Greatness, magnitude and the Phenomenon
of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse, and decided if any of it was true
will go all the way to find out.
Totally blows my mind that I have been dedicating myself 4 to5 days in
Martial, Qi-Gong, Yoga and Meditation thus I understand effort and the hard work
it requires, yet with AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON workshop all that I am praying
for has been answered.
Amazing how AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON workshop is readily shared by
Sree Maa Shri Ji through their unconditional Love - Supreme Grace which is the Quantum
Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse - instantaneously shared to whomever ready to
step up and heard calling to do the AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON workshop. The
initiation and activation in the workshop would have taken many millions life
time to achieve, made it effortlessly so easy for me and for all of us to receive
the most precious initiation. The Process of letting go of all the obsoletes
patterns, programs, vows and contract from this life time and previous life
time that is holding as down and Truly Freeing Us from all the drama and to
finding our True Self to embodying it. Truly Supersonic short!!!
Within a short time after AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON i was able to
stop drinking, partying, smoking, taking drugs and was able to let go at ease
all the addictions, dependency and negative aspect of myself. I was able to see
the influence of friends who does not have a best interest in me but only brings
me down. But the most amazing part is the true connection to Quantum Vortex
Scalar Wave Photon Pulse 24/7. Tangible evidence within me as am able to
Transform and let go of all that is not me and take me instantly to my highest
potential. Have never felt my multidimensional Self like it before, was able to
feel the Pulse, Wave and the Vortex from within me and my energy bodies for the
very first time. The constant nurturing, love and connection with Quantum
Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse was amazing. Finding Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave
Photon Pulse emitting 24/ 7 was amazing and having to feel blessed, nurtured,
connected, loved all at the same time and be one with the Absolute on every
first conscious moment when I wake up and the final conscious moment when I
fall asleep… WOW.
Aapke Prati Sada Atyant Abhari Rahunga Sree Maa Shri Ji - the embodiment
of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse for hearing my pray and granting me
my wish and finding me when Sree Maa Shri Ji did. There is no sufficient words
that could express my eternal Gratitude to my Absolute – Sree Maa Shri Ji.
Forever laying in Sapoorna Samarpan at the Lotus Feet of Sree Maa Shri Ji.
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