How the Absolute Supreme Grace found me

How the Absolute Supreme Grace found me

Late 2012

Have always felt that there is more to life than what it is and that my life can be meaningful with a purpose than for what it is now. Have always felt and believe that there ought to be more than the life that I live for and that there is Living Diving that is far greater than I am in this materialistic world, in a world where its becoming more and more chaotic every day. To live in this modern time as a normal person with so much ego in an egoistic materialistic world with every other ego’s maniac person in this world. How am i going to find the One and Only ONE the Absolute and be connected? 

Have never felt connected nor felt tangible present of the Supreme Absolute, even after going to martial art 4 to 5 days a week dedicating myself in mastering calligraphy Yoga, Qi gong and meditation. 

Everything is unfamiliar with me and exploring and experience the self. With my dedication I have started to feel slight energies, and able to meditate even though I dislike it I persisted. I have put so much effort with very little result, and still I do not feel any connection to Absolute. Felt my martial art teacher was not the best example to lead me beyond egoistic world. As already doing full time job and training 3 to 5 days a week, and that if i want to improve suggested by my martial teacher that I should go to University learn Chinese and Chinese Medicine then he can teach me acupuncture which will cause thousands of dollars every step. Even if i have the financial support I would not have enough time.

Have realized even if I was a monk in a temple and able to dedicate my whole life in marital arts, Yoga, Qi Gong, meditation, learn Chinese and Chinese Medicine and acupuncture it would not be enough in this life time to master it and take me beyond it. Also I felt that what I am learning is just feeding my ego by strengthen the I and empowering it. At the same time i do not feel there was a Divine connection. It was all about strengthening the body, be faster, stronger, reflexive action of the body and conditioning the mind with the body as instinct of a warrior.

Even mastering it and having the instinct of the warrior we were told to not use it only for defence, also what you have trained you become a weapon and could hurt someone badly.  

Then realising what is the point of it you can’t practically use it in day to day life nor it gives me spiritual growth. No matter how good or great I became in Martial Art, Qi-Gong, Acupuncture or how strong or how fast I became once the body and mind it will perish in time and in my time of demise it will not help me with my Soul Liberation.

That was it, all that hard work will be for nothing because it does not have any benefit to my own spiritual growth nor for my Soul Liberation. It is nothing but trapping and entangling me more to the 3D and 4D Matrix. That is not what I am looking for.

I have been praying and wishing to feel connected with the Absolute and my pray was heard by Sree Maa Shri Ji who was exhibiting in the Mind Body Spirit Festival (MBS) as Kosmic Fusion stand.

Have been very fortunate that i have found Kosmic Fusion when i did at the Mind Body Spirit Festival in late 2012, it was the last day and last hours i just finished work. Walking around praying that I be guided to find what I was looking for, I was able to visit two stand and one of them is Kosmic Fusion. They were very busy and preoccupied with people experiencing Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse.

I was standing outside of the stand watching and reading the posters as I gazed through one of the volunteer and wondered what are they doing? What is it about?

The volunteer is (Kalyan Mitra) Ekta, somehow or another she turned around as if someone had tap her on the shoulder and looked me directly straight in the eyes. I was so shocked, in my head I asked myself did she just heard me! There was such a divine meaningful and knowledge look she gave. Ekta turn back at what she was doing, standing next to Ekta Mrs N and one sitting down next to Mrs N is (Kalyan Mitra) Simran. I was very fascinated, so I continue to observe, I saw Ekta whispered to Mrs N and both looked me in the eyes as they turn around. I was dumbfounded did not know what to do. OMG!, did they know I am there and what am looking for, did they heard me?, something amazing is happening but could not comprehend it thus I left and walked away as it never happened before.

After contemplating at what happen, wanted to know more so I went back but different volunteers was there, Ekta & Mrs N was gone.

The new volunteer standing outside the stand handed me broacher and tried to talk to me but was not able to understand anything nor did I have the opportunity to experience the Supreme Grace of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse before going home as the volunteer was busy and Mind Body Spirit Festival was about to close.

I did not understand the broacher nor could I comprehend it, when I reread it at home and still could not comprehend the Greatness, magnitude and the Phenomenon of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse, and decided if any of it was true will go all the way to find out.

Totally blows my mind that I have been dedicating myself 4 to5 days in Martial, Qi-Gong, Yoga and Meditation thus I understand effort and the hard work it requires, yet with AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON workshop all that I am praying for has been answered.

Amazing how AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON workshop is readily shared by Sree Maa Shri Ji through their unconditional Love - Supreme Grace which is the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse - instantaneously shared to whomever ready to step up and heard calling to do the AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON workshop. The initiation and activation in the workshop would have taken many millions life time to achieve, made it effortlessly so easy for me and for all of us to receive the most precious initiation. The Process of letting go of all the obsoletes patterns, programs, vows and contract from this life time and previous life time that is holding as down and Truly Freeing Us from all the drama and to finding our True Self to embodying it. Truly Supersonic short!!!

Within a short time after AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON i was able to stop drinking, partying, smoking, taking drugs and was able to let go at ease all the addictions, dependency and negative aspect of myself. I was able to see the influence of friends who does not have a best interest in me but only brings me down. But the most amazing part is the true connection to Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse 24/7. Tangible evidence within me as am able to Transform and let go of all that is not me and take me instantly to my highest potential. Have never felt my multidimensional Self like it before, was able to feel the Pulse, Wave and the Vortex from within me and my energy bodies for the very first time. The constant nurturing, love and connection with Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse was amazing. Finding Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse emitting 24/ 7 was amazing and having to feel blessed, nurtured, connected, loved all at the same time and be one with the Absolute on every first conscious moment when I wake up and the final conscious moment when I fall asleep… WOW.

Aapke Prati Sada Atyant Abhari Rahunga Sree Maa Shri Ji - the embodiment of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse for hearing my pray and granting me my wish and finding me when Sree Maa Shri Ji did. There is no sufficient words that could express my eternal Gratitude to my Absolute – Sree Maa Shri Ji. Forever laying in Sapoorna Samarpan at the Lotus Feet of Sree Maa Shri Ji.

The Eyes don't lie part 2

Part 2

No matter how much she cover her face with thick makeup or glasses you can see through pass it as the eyes don’t lie. 
She would always have this fake smile or laugh at odd times totally out of place, this is her tactic to defuse your guard and try to manipulate you, she is always careful with her face and worry about it all the time, she would get a bob hair cut that has a long fringe partly to covering her face so that she can hide herself and her expression.

Have seen many times how her eyes would light up with glee when someone is hurt as I have experienced it many occasions as I have been a victim of her insidious sadistic nature for 5 years. I have also seen it when she orchestrates to demanding money of the volunteers from Kosmic Fusion. I have seen it when she bullied Simran and exploit Simran’s guilt into siphoning several thousands off Simran. (Will elaborate on it another time). They may wear many mask but their eyes gives them away.

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The Eyes don’t lie

Part 1

I could never forget the look that she would give me when she is not very happy with me. She would supress it but you can see the dagger and pure hatred clearly in her eyes. I usually see it whenever I questioned her or whenever I refused or resisted the manipulation and the trap that she laid down for me.
The seething and frothing of pure hatred when she is exposed and confronted she just could not hide. I recall when she was caught syphoning Kosmic Fusion data, Intellectual Property of Kosmic Fusion, stolen Absolute Teaching of Sree Maa Shri Ji so that she can start her own group. That she also send herself via Google Drive a copy of my driver license, my personal PayG slip from work and all the details of company that she and I started and also partnership in Komal & Hanuman details – she is not supposed to have this special when she dupe me and removed herself from the company and the partnership without legally informing me and left me with debt.

I am afraid knowing what she would do when she is venting out her anger and hatred towards me and towards anyone who is supporting me. She would destroy whoever gets in the way and this is why she is doing a smear campaign and crying out wolf because she got exposed and could not handle that I could never be again her narcissistic possession. 

It is most scary hearing her response to me why she have my driver license, she wanted a memento of me that she can look at, even knowing she could not have me. And the Pure Hatred she gave me when she told me that she always wanted to possess me, that she did it because of me, that she is very jealous to whom ever gets closed to me. And would do anything to make sure that no one gets close or talk to me. Jealous of everyone who I talked, supported or interaction with other FIT.

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Old lady taking advantages of people’s kindness

I work in the coffee shop.

Today while working a lady in her mid-70’s asked me “I don’t have money; can I have a black coffee?” I know her game, she played this guilt trip on me before to get her a free drink on cost of me. I just neutrally and said “no”. The face she made as she was shocked that I did not get hooked in her game she walked away. She had forgotten that she played this game with me several times already.

The first time about 2 years ago, it was summer and it’s about 40 Celsius, she pretends and put this mask of innocent old frail lady that she is exhausted and feeling unwell due to the heat. Her masked was on and played it well she said to me “I lose all my money upstairs (as in gambled it away), I don’t have any money, can I have water?” and I said “sure go ahead and take a sit” by this time she knows that she got me by her hooked. So she took the opportunity of taking advantage of my kindness and said “its really hot, can I have the sparkling water (as it’s in the fridge)” maybe I’m just Naïve but I said yes I will just take it out of my tips so I told her please go ahead take a sit will deliver it to you. Gave her the chilled sparkling water with a glass of ice and paid with my tips.

Without saying her gratitude as she finish her drink she went to try and hook me again by looking frail saying “it’s very hot, I just live not too far, do you have 10 dollars for me to catch a taxi” I knew then this ungrateful old lady is playing this Narcissistic game with me and will continue to take everything from me if I don’t put a stop to it now. So told her “I don’t own this premises and I have already paid with my own tips for your drink there is nothing else I can give you.” She walked away with out a care in the world, she gotten what she wanted.

This old lady is well known to us by now, she is not homeless she is by far richer than me in materialistically and money. She has a property in well to do posh area of the city and 5 minutes walk from where I work.   

My ex-business partner I-Wolf-rene who is Elitist Narcissist who used, abused and groomed me for 5 years, I-Wolf-rene is a pro at this tactic and used it on me all the time. I-Wolf-rene would show her mask of being small & frail that nobody understands her all the sob stories because she was Asian and people misunderstood her due to her accent, what she meant and her justification is that its their fault not hers.  She would hooked me in to doing what she wants and then within a short time she would demand more and more of my time and until I must give all my time to her, used me to do her bidding.

Once I-Wolf-rene successfully at manipulating me into giving her what she wanted from me either by tricking me to contributing my time and money, she could not stop there and would take more and more. I became a cash cow to her and spending 3 to 4 days with her being her slave and wanting to possess me as she have unhealthy obsessive attraction towards me.

This experience of seeing that old lady reminded me of my 5 years of abused from I-Wolf-rene who used me as cash cow and took everything from me. She would have taken the shirt that I am wearing had I not woken up from her abused.

It does make me sad as every time I see this old lady (which is often) that she is always alone and I could tell she is assessing should I play my game with him.

No matter how much you try to hold your mask one day your mask will drop and you will be caught and when you are caught no matter how nice that person is, you will never have the chance of abusing them again, they will never be your supply again.

I-Wolf-rene uncontrollable venting out her anger on the innocent who have supported me because she can never have me or possess me ever again, it is her downfall for messing with people's trust and kindness.

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